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Johnes

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Feb 27, 2026
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I hate this world and I hate everyone. I've looked down on a bridge multiple times considering jumping but couldn't bring myself to do it sadly and I do not have access to a gun. Please help I don't know what to do now.
 
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theDunce

theDunce

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Feb 18, 2026
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No answer here. SI is just so powerful. I may have to alter my state to complete task. I was thinking alcohol may do the trick for me and that I am far from sure of it working but it's my best bet if I can't do it sober. You being on a bridge and having to jump, much harder task than I have I believe. I wish you the best here and maybe you can find some helpful hints from someone.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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I feel the same way. Everything about my life and behavior has collapsed. There's nothing left to do but die. And yet I don't have the courage to use my noose.
 
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