Venting Can't hold on

[davidlynchfan666]

I really don't know how long I can keep living. I'm so, so tired. I know that I'll have a greater chance of ctb if I wait I make sure everything is ready, but fuck, I need that meto to get here ASAP.
Or, I wish I had ordered it weeks in advance, or I wish my first attempt was successful.

 

[justfloating]

make sure you don't do anything impulsive. so long as you keep it on the down low, the opportunity to ctb isn't going anywhere. for me its how I push through, I know that I can ctb if I want so it calms me knowing I have an emergency plan. just try to push through so you don't do anything stupid

 

[Lostnotfound]

I really don't know how long I can keep living. I'm so, so tired. I know that I'll have a greater chance of ctb if I wait I make sure everything is ready, but fuck, I need that meto to get here ASAP.
Or, I wish I had ordered it weeks in advance, or I wish my first attempt was successful.

Have you managed to order the meto now? Have you got your SN now?

 

[davidlynchfan666]

Have you managed to order the meto now? Have you got your SN now?

The meto is supposed to be coming by Wednesday at the earliest, I have the SN but I really hope the meto arrives.

 

[Lostnotfound]

The meto is supposed to be coming by Wednesday at the earliest, I have the SN but I really hope the meto arrives.

The rest is OTC and optional just to make it easier from what I know. I was going to CTB tonight but then someone said something so I put it off until tomorrow but now I wish I hadn't. Only I bought chips as I was delaying so now I feel like I could be risking it being unsuccessful if I do. Another day to get through .... enough already

 

[davidlynchfan666]

I'm just wondering if it would be better to go out tomorrow and try and get Buccastem. I'm just anxious that I won't get the delivery of meto.

 

[Lostnotfound]

I'm just wondering if it would be better to go out tomorrow and try and get Buccastem. I'm just anxious that I won't get the delivery of meto.

I dont know ... I was just thinking about putting up a post asking for help with quantities myself
Have you looked at this https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ntacid-beta-blockers-painkillers-draft.29822/. Explains meto and antiemetics quite well