Can't get over the death of my friend

[TheHatedOne]

It changed me completely, they were the only person that genuinely cared and didn't hate on me at all. I can't do anything without their kindness. I know they probably wanted me to go on and try the recommendations for the future they told me about but I. can't. go on. Everything's cold and cruel and awful. I'm crying a lot over their death. I can't go on. In fact, I have this impulse to do it before the actual end of the week.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand. It really is painful to lose those that we were close to, even know they are free from suffering. In this life there is no escape from pain. If there is anything positive, it never lasts. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[Hans Voralberg]

Losing someone you love and care is very hard to process but kindness of this person still lives in you. Each of this moments when you spent together will be forever with you. Love is much more stronger than death and loss. I deeply believe that we carry a piece of every person that we love and care during our life in our psyche. This person, this kindness changed you forever and because of this a part of this person will be immortal in you. Grieve and pain is natural because the more we love the more pain we feel after loosing someone. CTB isn't solution here because you will anihilate this memories this part of the person you love inside you. You can live to remember this person and remembering and fullfiling plans for the future that this person gave you is far better plan than CTB. It can be also a great way to honour this person.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Losing someone you love and care is very hard to process but kindness of this person still lives in you. Each of this moments when you spent together will be forever with you. Love is much more stronger than death and loss. I deeply believe that we carry a piece of every person that we love and care during our life in our psyche. This person, this kindness changed you forever and because of this a part of this person will be immortal in you. Grieve and pain is natural because the more we love the more pain we feel after loosing someone. CTB isn't solution here because you will anihilate this memories this part of the person you love inside you. You can live to remember this person and remembering and fullfiling plans for the future that this person gave you is far better plan than CTB. It can be also a great way to honour this person.

i'm not ctbing only because of that, there many more other reasons that i will do it. ctb is the ending no matter what, whether next days, next year or whenever. i feel horrible for not going on and do what my friend recommended me but i really cant go on.