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UninformedLover

UninformedLover

"Don't mess with The Amazing Spider-Man!"
Nov 12, 2019
348
For the past week or so I've just been rotting away in my bed. I'm just so exhausted and tired I can't seem to get up and do anything. I spend most of the days sleeping. I've taken like 2 naps today since I've woken up and I'm still tired. And even if I could push through the exhaustion, I still have this overwhelming feeling of not wanting to do anything..

I actually just need to hurry up and kill myself because life is just getting progressively worse and worse each day and I can't take it anymore. Even if I'm scared well...oh well I guess.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I always feel so tired of suffering in this existence but anyway I wish you the best, it's so cruel to me how existing can easily get way more unbearable.
 
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LostHope556

LostHope556

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Mar 31, 2025
68
Yeah I get this. It's a soul level exhaustion that doesn't go away
 
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Griever

Griever

SN
May 1, 2025
460
I love lying in my bed, but somehow it's also so exhausting to always lie in bed and do nothing but listen to music or do other things
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
If I didn't have adult kids to still help out financially, a nagging wife, a noisy old cat, and anxiety that keeps me bouncing around all over the place, I would be in bed all the time too. In fact I feel a little jealous. I would love to stay in bed and not eat or drink ever again. Just crawl under the sheets and never come out again.
 
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sadpigeon

sadpigeon

sad pigeon
May 10, 2025
39
this is so real. i'm failing school because all i can do is sleep. i'm alone all week day but not on the weekends because that's when my family works, so i have to push through the extreme fatigue but it's so hard to pretend like im ok
 
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