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DeadSoul98

DeadSoul98

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Sep 1, 2022
34
As so often, it's short past midnight and I am laying awake, think about a safe way out of this life
 
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a_lesser_moon

a_lesser_moon

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Aug 31, 2022
18
I'm sorry you have trouble falling asleep. Ruminating often kills my ability to sleep too. Have you tried sleeping meds before?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,571
I'm often the same, awake late at night thinking about ctb. Ctb is on my mind all the time. I just wish that it's easier to actually leave so that I wouldn't have to think about methods anymore. Of course to fall asleep and never wake up would be the best thing possible.
 
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DeadSoul98

DeadSoul98

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Yes it is. I have taken meds, but they don't help. I have a past with drugs that makes it no easier
 

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