cant do it alone

[want2dienow]

i dont want to be alone while i take SN please i just want this over with

 

[Hope:-)]

Are you saying you're doing it now?

 

[FuneralCry]

Nobody should have to die alone if that is what they want. I would rather die alone but I know that for many people planning and going through with suicide can be lonely.

 

[theboy]

he wants to find a partner to drink together sn

Are you saying you're doing it now?

 

[makethepainstop]

he wants to find a partner to drink together sn

Unfortunately anyone joining him and not ctb ing could be charged and arrested. Assuming one should fail in the effort. The best way to ctb with others is to join a small religious doomsday cult. Those people love to ctb in mass.

 

[theboy]

Unfortunately anyone joining him and not ctb ing could be charged and arrested. Assuming one should fail in the effort. The best way to ctb with others is to join a small religious doomsday cult. Those people love to ctb in mass.

mmm I have heard of these religious entities but they tend to be difficult to find as they prefer to remain hidden.

 

[makethepainstop]

They tend to stay hidden because such cults don't really like padded rooms, straight jackets, happy pills, and forced hospital stays.

 

[want2dienow]

Are you saying you're doing it now?

yeah right now
im trying i dont have anything that can numb my nerves getting in the way

he wants to find a partner to drink together sn

no not together just some company

 

[Hope:-)]

I will stay on this thread. There is always no shame in not doing it though. Sending love your way xx

 

[1000winds]

goodluck @want2dienow. We are here with you

 

[makethepainstop]

Much love to you, may you have a nice rest. Perhaps you shall know peace and comfort.

 

[ojinzo]

I am here with you as well. I'm on lunch at work but I will continue to monitor throughout my shift. Sorry I can't be there to drink it with you in person

 

[want2dienow]

thanks. ive taken it i hope it doesnt take too long

 

[Hope:-)]

Thinking of you. You can always call for help if you want to. None of us would find it shameful. Sending you love xx

 

[1000winds]

how are you feeling?

 

[Hope:-)]

Rest forever in peace.x

 

[estadiare]

Nobody should have to die alone if that is what they want. I would rather die alone but I know that for many people planning and going through with suicide can be lonely.

I remember when I planned to CTB. I've never felt so lonely in my entire life.. just the knowledge that I am truly alone and no one is here for me

 

[Hollowillow]

I hope your torments are over... I saw you around... I remember you... I wish you freedom.
(I did my best to accept this... But I'm getting a bit choked up. I wish you reached you dreams instead. I'm so sorry society didn't give you a better chance)

 

[locked*n*loaded]

yeah right now
im trying i dont have anything that can numb my nerves getting in the way

I'm here with you, too. You're not alone.

Edit: Sept. 20: 2:12AM EST: Haven't heard back from the OP for some time now. Hope they're at peace.

 

[TiredLostHope20]

Thank you Friend for the source, i will be joining you soon.