Cant be happy

[hey.howare.u]

Hello,
Im at a party right now and also quite drunk.
Everyone is happy theay talk and laugh.
But im not.
Im just sad all the time i cant take part in any conversation...
I just want to leave. Not only this party but this world. Its always the same everyone is happy and i dont feel anything.
I think im going to order SN in a few days, because its my fav. method.
GN.

 

[SexyIncél]

Is this recent? And is there something they could say that you'd find interesting?

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that happiness would be impossible in a life like this, at least for me. I don't even know what that would be like. I understand wanting to leave, this existence is just so depressing. I wish you relief from suffering.

 

[hey.howare.u]

Is this recent? And is there something they could say that you'd find interesting?

Im depressed like this for almost 5 years so no not recent.
I honestly thought about ctb for a long time but only recently started to plan it...

 

[thedaywillcome]

My life is horrible.

 

[hey.howare.u]

My life is horrible.

I feel you.
If you want to talk if you can dm me, dm me if bot feel free to talk here

 

[sad jester]

I understand exactly what you mean. This life is endless pain for some of us. No matter what you do there will always be suffering waiting around the corner.