Venting Cancelled from two friend groups ,abandoned by my girlfriend,70,000 in debts

[DeadMeat123]

This is not venting in the traditional sense. I am here to vent my anger even though i don't really feel any anger or anything now of course, I also have a question, logically speaking what can someone in a situation like mine realistically do? For me it's not just about money, and it's not just that I'm facing false charges that will leave me rotting in prison. I was ostracized and cut out of my oldest group of friends simply because I was in debt and hiding it from them. I was subjected to gaslighing and dozens of accusations were thrown at me at once along with charges of being someone trying to sabotage the group, a liar, and a manipulator. They didn't stop there. one of them contacted another group of friends and made the same accusations against me, and of course, the mob believes the other mob, and none stood with me. And here I am today, without any friends. I lost everyone because I was hiding my poverty. You could call it that. As for my girlfriend, she left me today (one day before CTB, and she didn't know) because I also wasn't honest with her about the extent of my debt. Well, I don't blame anyone here. I just wished this would come up after I completed the CTB and that I would be remembered in a good way by those I love But life goes on. If there's a lesson to be learned from my experience, it's this: If you want to ctb for fear that those you love will look at you differently because of something you did,do it quickly otherwise you will take double the regret with you to your grave
As for me, i think my time is tomorrow

 

[instormdrains]

Why do your friends care that your in debt its none of their business. I could understand your gf if you guys were dating for a while or had shared fiances. Why were they calling you super manipulative for just being in debt. The pocket watching is crazy