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budbud29

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May 8, 2026
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I don't have money and I don't really have many resources to ctb. I have a noose set up in my garage, but I'm scared to go out that way. I tested it out and as I was choking I immediately started to panic and obviously wiggled my way out of the noose. Is there another option? There has to be another way. I don't wanna jump that's scary. is there no pills that can kill you? I really don't wanna do anything gory. Someone please help any advice is so much appreciated. I'm tired of being so scared to do this.
 

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