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0dysseus

0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
150
I found only one, I want to know how it feels in those 20 minutes straight from the source .
 
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hdead

Arcanist
Jun 2, 2026
498
First of all thank you so much, can you please link me if you can people who survived FSH and describe how it felt in the last moment before unconcious.
I don't have anything of the sort. I can tell you from first hand experience though, strangling myself (i.e. PSH) and you just kinda slowly black out. I had some auditory hallucination and it was really freaky, because SI does kick in. The physical sensation is not bad at all, also the rope doesn't really hurt - it's just a bit of pressure. But it's psychological hell, at least for me. You know what's going on and what will happen should you continue. It creeped me out to the extent that I'll probably not hang myself unless I really have no other way to go.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,851
This isn't exactly what you asked for, but…


And here's Chemi's report (RIP). They didn't fast or take antiemetics, and it was a test, not an attempt, so all those things need to be taken into consideration…

 
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