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abeing1357

Member
Jan 22, 2026
7
I've bought SN a few months ago but my parents found out and took it away from me. Now I don't know how to buy SN without my family knowing. If I can't deliver SN to my house, where else can I deliver it? Please help me.
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

Student
Feb 3, 2026
132
I know of:

-lockers (DHL and Amazon have them, for example)
-post office
-package receiving service

I've never used any of them, so I don't know the details. I think it also depends on who will deliver your package?

Handing out an alternative address is pretty common. It's handy when you know you won't be home anytime soon.
 
Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

Warlock
May 14, 2018
700
Well if you're an adult, It's illegal for them to tamper with your mail.
 
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abeing1357

Member
Jan 22, 2026
7
I don't think the UPS Store allows shipping risky chemicals like SN. I'm not sure about the other post offices though.

As for my age, I'm an adult but I live with my parents. I don't know how to be less suspicious to them. If I buy something, they want to know it's not dangerous.
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

Student
Feb 3, 2026
132
I'd ask people on here/use the search function to check if anyone on here has had their SN delivered to an alternative address. I'd assume secrecy of correspondence applies, but it's good to remain cautious.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,727
This sounds like one of those things to wait out.
 
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abeing1357

Member
Jan 22, 2026
7
I don't know how to rent another house. Embarrassingly, I don't have a job, and I can't drive a car well. I'm a complete loser :(
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
819
I don't know how to rent another house. Embarrassingly, I don't have a job, and I can't drive a car well. I'm a complete loser :(
it may be, if you are 18-19, you are suicidal because the world is difficult right now with getting a job and finding a way to exist, everything is so expensive and the world is changing so fast. it could be in a few years your life is much better or different. i hope things improve for you and you try to get better, i'm pro-choice, but get nervous when people really young, possibly, consider ending it before even trying to get better. for some people it does, i realize this seems hypocritical, so sorry about that
 

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