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happysunnydayy

happysunnydayy

if your doing FSH hit me up
Mar 18, 2025
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even tho I've researched my method I still wake up with severe anxiety and painful heart and at that time I feel like I'll never be able to die like I'm stuck here forever. I feel alone in this especially my family they make me feel like I'm gonna suffer at their hands forever. they're all so evil. I want a friend who's there's for me and I'm there for them :( I'm going to do hanging but with anxiety I feel alot of fear...
 
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DreamsOfNothing

DreamsOfNothing

Member
Nov 20, 2025
11
I can't be your friend because I'm bad with the human stuff lol. I'll just say this, you can do what you need to do to be happy. Whether that's hanging or trying to finding a path forward in your life that doesn't involve suicide. Dying is scary and living is also scary but you can do it, whatever you think is best. I hope you find peace
 
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happysunnydayy

happysunnydayy

if your doing FSH hit me up
Mar 18, 2025
119
I've a discord so if anyone interested let me know :(
I can't be your friend because I'm bad with the human stuff lol. I'll just say this, you can do what you need to do to be happy. Whether that's hanging or trying to finding a path forward in your life that doesn't involve suicide. Dying is scary and living is also scary but you can do it, whatever you think is best. I hope you find peace
Both choices are horrible :( but I guess it's some sort of punishment for some sin we've committed or something
 
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noah12

noah12

Frozen
Apr 10, 2026
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Hey, I'm really sorry you feel this way. I struggle with anxiety too, so I really get how you're feeling. English isn't my first language, but if you don't mind my grammar mistakes, we can chat if you want.
 
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happysunnydayy

happysunnydayy

if your doing FSH hit me up
Mar 18, 2025
119
Hey, I'm really sorry you feel this way. I struggle with anxiety too, so I really get how you're feeling. English isn't my first language, but if you don't mind my grammar mistakes, we can chat if you want.
Alright thanks ❤️
 
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madwoman

madwoman

what a shame she went mad
May 7, 2025
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Sending love. The anxiety is so hard and feeling alone. I hope you find some people to connect with, there's a lot of good people on here and I'm sure you'll eventually find some people to connect with. I'm sorry for your pain 🫶🏻
 
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Slark

Slark

Student
Apr 30, 2023
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If you want to talk, you can call me. I hope things are going well for you. It's terrible when our family is part of our problems, because they should support us, not make us feel worse.
 
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OkayFine

New Member
Apr 12, 2026
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I get that. I have this recurring anxiety that this is literally Hell and I'm going to suffer like this forever. It sucks.
 
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shinitai-chan

shinitai-chan

meow
Apr 10, 2026
28
Both choices are horrible :(
IKR. i don't want to exist and i don't want to die because it's scary...
but I guess it's some sort of punishment for some sin we've committed or something
but honestly thoughts like that are giving me some confidence? idk. i think i should suffer for all the bad things i did in my life so this idea is making me slightly accept that i will suffer before my death
 
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