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tarnishedstoner

tarnishedstoner

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Dec 9, 2025
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I have decided that I'll CTB very soon and I notice something interesting. People that I think care about me have started to reach out very unexpectedly. I haven't told anyone about my plan.
For example, my parents (whom I rarely talk to) started calling me and asking me if I'm doing fine. If I'm sad and if I'm struggling with anything. Not just my parents, but my relatives and also some of the friends in college who i haven't spoken to in quite some time.

I'm aware that this might just be a coincidence but I've heard similar stories. Has this happened to you and/or someone you know?
Do you think people who care about you can sense that you're about to die? If yes, how do you think it works?
 
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soul2realm

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Oct 12, 2025
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It might be what you mentioned but I also do believe that nature's way of trying to get us off are ctb. It's not wrong, some people notice these subtle signs, and some do not.
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
315
Not calls but the more I'm approaching my ctb date the more coincidences happen in my life
 
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gayboy300

legal drug dealer
Aug 28, 2025
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I think people can pick up on when you've been acting different/out of character, even if it's only very subtle and perhaps subconscious on your part.

Besides that, I do think the universe has some way of trying to keep you alive. As I was fleshing out my plans a few weeks ago, I had an old friend reach out and one even managed to see me in person as we passed each other and we talked for a bit. I'm not big on "it's the universe!!1!" ideologies, but I really couldn't come up with any other explanation at that point given it'd been weeks/months since another person had chosen to talk to me on their own free will.
 
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dalemar

Student
Nov 20, 2025
163
This is probably not related.
It's something similar to when you want to purchase an "xyz red car" and you start seeing that car everywhere.
I would say if follows the same logic, you start paying more attention to those details.
 
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Aloneandinpain

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Dec 25, 2023
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Less likely if you barely talk to anyone
 
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martyrdom

martyrdom

inanimate object
Nov 3, 2025
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My mom can. Even before she found out about what happened to me and that I'm suicidal, she seemed to pick up on the exact days I was going to kill myself and try to be more around me and ensure I'm not alone. She found out everything after. And even recently on a day where I was urgently suicidal and trying to think of a way to do it fast and undetected (the means I have available are extremely restricted due to being monitored by family and the house "suicide-proofed"), with no irregular change to my behavior, she told me "I have a bad feeling about tonight" and decided to sleep in my room that night. I think it's very subtle subconscious cues, or what people call 'a mother's intuition'.
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
315
Would you like to share some?

Like I've been searching for a specific chair with specific features and suddenly my mom buys that one precisely (she never buys anything). The other day I was thinking about how I absolutely need sleeping earplugs but the ones available at the supermarket are too big and painful and suddenly someone gives me silicone earplugs

It messes up with my head
 
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Quantum_Marten0302

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Nov 16, 2025
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No they cant
 
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