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depressedsoul

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Sep 21, 2021
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that's what someone on here told me!
 
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✨suicide is self-care✨
Oct 8, 2021
112
Hi, i'm sorry you're having trouble planning your exit. I know you're making so many threads about sn bc you're really worried and i understand it's not easy but it seems you're asking things we either can't answer bc of too many variables or things that are easily researchable through other threads/resources/mega threads. I'm not saying new threads shouldn't be created but please do your own research as well, you'll get many answers too!
 
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Robin

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Sep 24, 2021
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Wenn du bewusstlos bist würdest du das ersticken sowieso nicht wahrnehmen
 
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depressedsoul

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Sep 21, 2021
50
Hi, i'm sorry you're having trouble planning your exit. I know you're making so many threads about sn bc you're really worried and i understand it's not easy but it seems you're asking things we either can't answer bc of too many variables or things that are easily researchable through other threads/resources/mega threads. I'm not saying new threads shouldn't be created but please do your own research as well, you'll get many answers too!
I live with my mum so this will be hard. Can only take SN and antiemetics after she is fast asleep. I'm worried if i vomit loudly in the bathroom then she will wake up and attempt to save me. This scares me. I am very worried about my future as although my parents have saved up money for me, I don't know if I can work indefinitely due my undisclosed mental health conditions!
 
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PinkSakura

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Feb 8, 2021
137
I'm not an expert so I can't properly answer your question, but I'd assume that SN will bring you some type of discomfort/suffering. Because dying isn't 100% comfortable/painless. People choose SN because it's apparently one of the least uncomfortable/painful methods. I think there will be some discomfort but I can't tell you how much since I haven't experienced it. Painkillers and anti sickness tablets are recommended to help reduce suffering and make the process as smooth as possible
 
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✨suicide is self-care✨
Oct 8, 2021
112
I live with my mum so this will be hard. Can only take SN and antiemetics after she is fast asleep. I'm worried if i vomit loudly in the bathroom then she will wake up and attempt to save me. This scares me. I am very worried about my future as although my parents have saved up money for me, I don't know if I can work indefinitely due my undisclosed mental health conditions!
Some people throw up some don't regardless of preparation, it really depends on your body you can't know for sure. It's hard to advise you since too many info are missing. Would your mom still hear if you threw up in your room instead of the bathroom? If no then just put a few plastic bags in each other (to get more layers) and keep that in your room to vomit in.
 
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depressedsoul

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Sep 21, 2021
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Some people throw up some don't regardless of preparation, it really depends on your body you can't know for sure. It's hard to advise you since too many info are missing. Would your mom still hear if you threw up in your room instead of the bathroom? If no then just put a few plastic bags in each other (to get more layers) and keep that in your room to vomit in.
she would more likely hear me if i threw up in my room. But not in the bathroom as it is on the opposite side of the house.
 
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✨suicide is self-care✨
Oct 8, 2021
112
she would more likely hear me if i threw up in my room. But not in the bathroom as it is on the opposite side of the house.
Then go for the bathroom, if you really don't have any way of doing it somewhere else than at home that is
 
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✨suicide is self-care✨
Oct 8, 2021
112
very strict parents + religious.
Sounds like a hard combo to overcome yeah. I don't think i can help you much more as there's no definite answer to most of your questions, you just need to make sure you really want to ctb and if so then trust the process.
Please try not to spam with so many threads about the one same issue. I hope you'll figure it out
 
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