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Ohpanah

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Oct 11, 2020
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Hi...22M here, just wanted to share my final thoughts with anyone who even cares. im stood on the lip of a bridge rn i probs look like im just on my phone taking pics of the view rn but here i am. Just getting ready to step off. listening to rescue me by one republic cause it reminds me of better times.

-Pan
 
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

MiseryLovesMyCompany

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Oct 8, 2020
482
I hope you find peace whatever path you'll choose.
 
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deletedaccount30982

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i wish you peace in whatever you decide to do
 
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Hollydeathripper

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no heart beat
Oct 12, 2020
51
what is the reason you are doing this? if you don't mind me asking
 
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not home
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Wishing you peace
 
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Ohpanah

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Oct 11, 2020
5
what is the reason you are doing this? if you don't mind me asking
lonely, fed up of shit, done with the haters and people that wanna see me fail and in 7 months im gonna be in agony and then in another 4 months after that ill be incapacitated due to luekaemia
 
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Wishing peace. Whatever the reason is.
 
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Hollydeathripper

Hollydeathripper

no heart beat
Oct 12, 2020
51
lonely, fed up of shit, done with the haters and people that wanna see me fail and in 7 months im gonna be in agony and then in another 4 months after that ill be incapacitated due to luekaemia
wow im sorry your going thru so much i understand since my aunt has leukemia and many other issues and because of them im holding strong everyone does care sometimes like me takes time ig to find ppl that really car though not stopping you just saying
 
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

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lonely, fed up of shit, done with the haters and people that wanna see me fail and in 7 months im gonna be in agony and then in another 4 months after that ill be incapacitated due to luekaemia
I'm sorry to hear that you have to go through all of this. Your decision in this situation is totally understandable, not that we have any authority to judge your reasons. I hope the bridge is high enough to knock you out, in order to avoid unnecessary suffering. If not you might want to consider other methods, but it is your choice in the end, even if it is to just walk away.
 
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Good luck... swift and peaceful journey to you.
 
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I wish you peace, safe travels friend :hug:
 
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megafire

megafire

burn it down
Oct 12, 2020
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hope you find peace on the other side, friend. rest easy
 
woxihuanni

woxihuanni

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Aug 19, 2019
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I would wish for you to have a more peaceful method, but I hope you find the peace you need. I would take the cancer from you if I had a magic wand.
 
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TripleA

TripleA

life is a struggle you cannot win
Sep 25, 2020
274
Hi...22M here, just wanted to share my final thoughts with anyone who even cares. im stood on the lip of a bridge rn i probs look like im just on my phone taking pics of the view rn but here i am. Just getting ready to step off. listening to rescue me by one republic cause it reminds me of better times.

-Pan
What is your method can you tell us?
 
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Ohpanah

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Oct 11, 2020
5
update: feeling like a coward rn just stepped down but haven't moved one way or the other. someone saw my old plea for help on another site and answered.....
 
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

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Oct 8, 2020
482
update: feeling like a coward rn just stepped down but haven't moved one way or the other. someone saw my old plea for help on another site and answered.....
I'm glad you are here, you can always choose to live if that's what you desire. There is nothing wrong with not going through with it. :hug:
 
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greebo6

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Its okay .You are not a coward.
 
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pickajack

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Jul 17, 2020
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Hi @Ohpanah Glad you're still here. Hope you can find something to enjoy about life today, even if it's something small.:hug::hug::hug:
 
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