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before20

before20

I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
Jan 28, 2025
119
Been a while since I visited this forum. I'd like to say I was living life up before I eventually end it all, but in reality I was stuck in the same depressed spiral I usually am.

I came close to buying SN in January, came up with a few roadblocks, and never got around to trying again until now. And of course, the website is blocked. Might be accessible through a VPN but I've heard buying it just gets you a welfare check. And if I can't access SN, IDK how I'm going to overcome SI with any other method.

lt just sucks. You'd think adults would have more autonomy over their lives. If I want this stuff, why shouldn't I be able to take it?

Sigh.
 
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bhaloo

Member
Jan 19, 2025
38
Yes need a source for USA. I bailed out due to that stupid Airbnb payment which surely looked like a trap to me.
 
Mooncry

Mooncry

Delulu girlfailure šŸŒ™
Sep 11, 2024
362
Buying from the new site just gets you welfare checked? Even in the US? I only heard of that consistently happening in the UK.
 
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moonflow3r

moonflow3r

Knocking on heaven’s door
Oct 6, 2023
228
Buying from the new site just gets you welfare checked? Even in the US? I only heard of that consistently happening in the UK.
Welfare checks don't happen in the US
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,974
I really understand as I also wish for a way to reliably cease existing, I see so much cruelty in how they deny the choice to die trapping people in this existence with the suffering and torture of human existence seen as to force and prolong no matter what, there needs to be acceptance towards the right to die. People should be able to choose for themselves when to cease existing and to be able to have the option to never suffer ever again really would solve everything for me and be the only relief.
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,471
Ive only seen welfare checks reported in Canada, and the UK here. I could have missed something.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Welfare checks don't happen in the US
I beg to differ
Been a while since I visited this forum. I'd like to say I was living life up before I eventually end it all, but in reality I was stuck in the same depressed spiral I usually am.

I came close to buying SN in January, came up with a few roadblocks, and never got around to trying again until now. And of course, the website is blocked. Might be accessible through a VPN but I've heard buying it just gets you a welfare check. And if I can't access SN, IDK how I'm going to overcome SI with any other method.

lt just sucks. You'd think adults would have more autonomy over their lives. If I want this stuff, why shouldn't I be able to take it?

Sigh.
The website and purchasing sn is available through different methods now .
Been a while since I visited this forum. I'd like to say I was living life up before I eventually end it all, but in reality I was stuck in the same depressed spiral I usually am.

I came close to buying SN in January, came up with a few roadblocks, and never got around to trying again until now. And of course, the website is blocked. Might be accessible through a VPN but I've heard buying it just gets you a welfare check. And if I can't access SN, IDK how I'm going to overcome SI with any other method.

lt just sucks. You'd think adults would have more autonomy over their lives. If I want this stuff, why shouldn't I be able to take it?

Sigh.
The website and purchasing sn is available through different methods now .
Been a while since I visited this forum. I'd like to say I was living life up before I eventually end it all, but in reality I was stuck in the same depressed spiral I usually am.

I came close to buying SN in January, came up with a few roadblocks, and never got around to trying again until now. And of course, the website is blocked. Might be accessible through a VPN but I've heard buying it just gets you a welfare check. And if I can't access SN, IDK how I'm going to overcome SI with any other method.

lt just sucks. You'd think adults would have more autonomy over their lives. If I want this stuff, why shouldn't I be able to take it?

Sigh.
The website and purchasing sn is available through different methods now .
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
No one has reported getting a welfare check from ordering sn as far as I know , correct me if mistaken
I have ! I had two detectives asking me about ordering sn and they knew exactly where it was from. They wanted to make sure I wasn't going to take it . This was like 3 weeks ago btw
 
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cme-dme

cme-dme

wants to sleep forever
Feb 1, 2025
564
I've read the opposite ?!
There have been some fear mongering threads posted here from pro-lifers trying to scare people in the US into not buying SN by saying they have received a welfare check...Have yet to see anything about a welfare check in the US from a reputable member or source :o
 
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everosity

Member
Sep 9, 2020
30
i didnt get a Welfare check in canada when i ordered couple months ago
 
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Bad Ending

Bad Ending

Anhedonia and PSSD sufferer
Mar 16, 2025
87
There have been some fear mongering threads posted here from pro-lifers trying to scare people in the US into not buying SN by saying they have received a welfare check...Have yet to see anything about a welfare check in the US from a reputable member or source :o

Ok, I really hope those posts are made up. But what about those ppl whose packages got stuck at customs ?
 
OutOfThisBody

OutOfThisBody

What kind of cruel god would put me in this body?
Aug 5, 2024
177
I have ! I had two detectives asking me about ordering sn and they knew exactly where it was from. They wanted to make sure I wasn't going to take it . This was like 3 weeks ago btw
Did they take it from you?
 
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moonstroll

Member
Mar 7, 2025
36
I have looked on the newly updated DMC website, the SN they are selling is apparently 1% SN and 99% kitchen salt... is that still viable? UK user here, if it's viable, should I expect a welfare check from the police if I order this?
 
asthedayends00

asthedayends00

flyingtourist
Oct 18, 2024
199
Yes need a source for USA. I bailed out due to that stupid Airbnb payment which surely looked like a trap to me.
Air bnb is how did it and it went fine
 

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