Venting Broke up after 7 years of relationship

[freakypossum]

I am absolutely destroyed. She was my only motivation to keep going and try. It's gone now. She wants me to get better but I don't think I can be. We've been living abroad. I'll be moving to my home country in a month or so. Maybe I'll get better, but if not there's one obvious solution. I just hope i can gather enough courage to do it if I need to.

 

[freakypossum]

Update on the situation. Don't ask me how I ended up in this situation as im not sure myself but looks like I'm spending new year with ex and her potential new love interest with whom she's moving in on 2nd. We were watching something, she started crying. Then i started crying and ran out of the flat. Considering going to drown myself. I don't know what to do. This is too much