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ImpairedLowlife

ImpairedLowlife

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
412
When the night anxiety and depression hits me it's getting hard to breath.
This happen almost every day, but today I'm literally gasping for air. Breathing feels extremely hard my lungs are heavy as hell.
I want to cut my throat open just to breath again
 
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noaccount

Enlightened
Oct 26, 2019
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Hey I'm sorry, I've felt this way a lot :(
 
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hermes

Student
Jun 4, 2021
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When the night anxiety and depression hits me it's getting hard to breath.
This happen almost every day, but today I'm literally gasping for air. Breathing feels extremely hard my lungs are heavy as hell.
I want to cut my throat open just to breath again

I am really sorry to hear. Have you tried Ketamine? I heard it helps fast.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry you are going through this. It sounds horrible, Living really is painful. Hopefully you can find some sort of relief from it.
 
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Brokensaddle

Experienced
Sep 28, 2020
203
When the night anxiety and depression hits me it's getting hard to breath.
This happen almost every day, but today I'm literally gasping for air. Breathing feels extremely hard my lungs are heavy as hell.
I want to cut my throat open just to breath again
I completely understand, your not alone. I have cptsd and I get daily flash backs of old trauma and abuse while still going through the same old abuse. Something that helps me splashing myself with cold water. I'm sorry you're going through this shitty situation
 
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