Venting BPD

[swanlake]

Anyone want to vent about their BPD?

 

[chronicallybroken]

Don't have it in me to rant right now but god does it suck.

 

[swanlake]

Don't have it in me to rant right now but god does it suck.

Sooooooooo fuckn much </3

 

[hellispink]

I feel poisonous and destructive because of it. I am just a walking disaster that needs to be gone. I am tired of this roller coaster and also of the stigma that comes with it. This hell bpd, no one deserves it. It is dying every second.

 

[swanlake]

I feel poisonus and destructive because of it. I am just a walking disaster that needs to be gone. I am tired of this roller coaster and also of the stigma that comes with it. This hell bpd, no one deserves it. It is dying every second.

I also feel that way. I feel like people with BPD want to be good so badly too. To be loved and be delicate. It is so much internal turmoil and being misunderstood. Too much work explaining our train of thought to people that don't have it. It is maddening.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

I could have it but I'm not sure, it wouldn't surprise me. If any of you guys feel like me you have my sympathy because whatever I have is horrible :(

 

[LeavingEarly]

Anyone want to vent about their BPD?

Is this borderline personality disorder or Bipolar disorder?

 

[swanlake]

Is this borderline personality disorder or Bipolar disorder?

Borderline

 

[nopride86]

I originally found BPD from trying to figure out what the happy fuck is wrong with my mother. Turns out she's just a straight up Narcissist BUT through discovering more and more about personality disorders, I do believe that I have Quiet BPD. It explains so much, and yet I also hate that I can be pathologized so easily. That my entire being is a set of identifiable triggers and symptoms. Like someone can know me, and my backstory, by reading a bullet list of criteria.

I don't have the money or resources for a real diagnosis, but it's a perfect fit. Too perfect. My mind feels like shattered glass at all times and i constantly want to burn everything down.

 

[Shadow Life]

I originally found BPD from trying to figure out what the happy fuck is wrong with my mother. Turns out she's just a straight up Narcissist BUT through discovering more and more about personality disorders, I do believe that I have Quiet BPD. It explains so much, and yet I also hate that I can be pathologized so easily. That my entire being is a set of identifiable triggers and symptoms. Like someone can know me, and my backstory, by reading a bullet list of criteria.

I don't have the money or resources for a real diagnosis, but it's a perfect fit. Too perfect. My mind feels like shattered glass at all times and i constantly want to burn everything down.

I know exactly what you mean.