Emily_Numb
Wizard
- Jan 14, 2020
- 654
I feel like just as I turn a corner in my coming to terms with and managing my BPD, the roller coaster I'm on takes another dip and it feels as though the bottom of my world has dropped out. It's not even over anything tangible at times, sometimes I feel as though I'm getting better and things are good when CRASH, I'm plummeting and feel that unmistakable ache, deep in my heart like a gaping open wound and unease in the pit of my stomach.
Does anyone else get such physical manifestations of their borderline/bi polar/depression etc? I'm just sick of feeling like this and it feels as though the only way to get rid of this pain is to take drugs or end my life.
I'm just so tired.
Does anyone else get such physical manifestations of their borderline/bi polar/depression etc? I'm just sick of feeling like this and it feels as though the only way to get rid of this pain is to take drugs or end my life.
I'm just so tired.
