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westerly_merlin

westerly_merlin

Feeling lonely in a crowd 🥺
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Feels like forever since I've been here. Hope I remember how to count!


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surviving in anhedonia =/= living, lost hope
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Feels like forever since I've been here. Hope I remember how to count!

Seth Meyers Lol GIF by Late Night with Seth Meyers
yay some girl power, @darksouls was almost all by herself here by now xD
looks like you still know how to do it

edit, didnt refresh page lol;
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surviving in anhedonia =/= living, lost hope
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surviving in anhedonia =/= living, lost hope
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anyone knows what where the highest/lowest numbers this thread ever went to?
 
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Welcome to sasu and the counting game. I'm sorry life brought you here 🫂
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thank you

i remember watching moomins as a kid and having nightmares about the groke lol. Thanks for bringing back good memories.
 
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thank you

i remember watching moomins as a kid and having nightmares about the groke lol. Thanks for bringing back good memories.

I discovered it much later so thankfully I never got traumatised haha!

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