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So many demons, so little time.
- Jul 24, 2026
- 6
posting out of curiosity and boredom
if anyone's curious, i love volleyball ! when i was younger i played soccer and basketball but volleyball is just so much more fun. minimal contact, jumping, learning things, fun with friends. ive never played on an actual team though, just for fun at the rec with whoever else is there. god tier distraction from self-destructing thoughts, but the moment i step off the court the thoughts come back like a switch. sometimes i hold in a laugh cause its just ridiculous how fast my brain can switch up. also seems like a shame im wasting such a healthy body to ctb, but oh well.
outside of that, its the typical anime and video games. recently played through dmc1-5, super fun. dante and vergil are some amazing characters. i played through once as dante, and im currently playing through as vergil. some of my favorite anime are i want to eat your pancreas, bleach, violet evergarden, lots of emotional stuff. ive been watching since i was like 12, so i have more than i can remember under my belt. lmk what some of your faves/recs are pls !
onto fomo and whatnot, do you guys have any way to deal with it? i honestly dont feel too strong now, but who knows, maybe itll be worse when i get closer to my planned day. im delusional enough to tell myself literally anything could be on the other side of death, and then it doesnt seem like im going to miss anything considering 1. i wont be able to care either way and 2. what if i get reincarnated and its just bbq chicken easy life. either way, not being here and just nothing doesnt sound too bad either. ive had thoughts about family and friends, but i think i can wrap up my thoughts onto a note and call it there for them.
thank u for reading have a good day/night
if anyone's curious, i love volleyball ! when i was younger i played soccer and basketball but volleyball is just so much more fun. minimal contact, jumping, learning things, fun with friends. ive never played on an actual team though, just for fun at the rec with whoever else is there. god tier distraction from self-destructing thoughts, but the moment i step off the court the thoughts come back like a switch. sometimes i hold in a laugh cause its just ridiculous how fast my brain can switch up. also seems like a shame im wasting such a healthy body to ctb, but oh well.
outside of that, its the typical anime and video games. recently played through dmc1-5, super fun. dante and vergil are some amazing characters. i played through once as dante, and im currently playing through as vergil. some of my favorite anime are i want to eat your pancreas, bleach, violet evergarden, lots of emotional stuff. ive been watching since i was like 12, so i have more than i can remember under my belt. lmk what some of your faves/recs are pls !
onto fomo and whatnot, do you guys have any way to deal with it? i honestly dont feel too strong now, but who knows, maybe itll be worse when i get closer to my planned day. im delusional enough to tell myself literally anything could be on the other side of death, and then it doesnt seem like im going to miss anything considering 1. i wont be able to care either way and 2. what if i get reincarnated and its just bbq chicken easy life. either way, not being here and just nothing doesnt sound too bad either. ive had thoughts about family and friends, but i think i can wrap up my thoughts onto a note and call it there for them.
thank u for reading have a good day/night
