Birthed into sorrow

[Forever Dead]

As soon as I was born, I began to cry uncontrollably, because I knew instinctively that I had just entered a place of great suffering. In a state of great panic and sorrow, I became overwhelmed by the thought that I must crawl back into my Mothers womb immediately and stay there, hidden away from that world of great suffering and pain outside. Yet I would never go to that place of comfort ever again, inside the womb of my Mother, who never wanted to have me anyway. I gazed up into my Mothers eyes in astonishment " How dare You - what the hell where you thinking by bringing me into this terrible place ? " I continued to cry, and have been crying inside ever since.

 

[Painless_end]

Sorry for your pain. I am suffering a lot in life as well.

I hope you make the right choice for yourself.

 

[Ligottian]

Babies who cry uncontrollably for long times for no apparent reason are said to have something called "colic". Doctors don't know what causes it. My mother told me I had it. I think the OP's explanation is as good as any.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life is so depressing, more than anything I wish that I never existed as to never exist means to never suffer. I see life as being so unnecessary, we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live. I am sorry that you are suffering so much, I know that it is awful living a life that is full of pain and misery. I wish you the best in whatever happens.