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GreenTree

Mage
Jun 1, 2020
568
When I don't take benzo I really wanna ctb but lack strength and nerve. When I do take one I feel calmer and not as scared and put it off. It's so annoying.
 
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Huntfish34

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Mar 13, 2020
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Hard to say,. Everyone reacts differently to different substances. Which are you talking about,. Xanax or what ?
 
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pphelpme

Count down
Feb 6, 2022
56
Yeah when I'm in a panic attack and haven't take my klonopin I want to die and hang myself at that very moment regardless of what it does to my family. When I take them I feel Like I have to wait until I can find a way not to traumatize them.
 
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GreenTree

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Jun 1, 2020
568
I take lorazepam. I actually worry more about family when I haven't taken one.
 

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