being rejcted by society

[fox_wannabe]

I am aspie and I have been rejected or ghosted by every social circle in my life or was always the third wheel. Some of them I rejected myself when depression settled or because of anxiety. Most of the time It was after my mask wore down. I was not invited to parties and treated second class citizen as i am not sociable.

I really cannot cope with that. Do you deal with same issue? Did other mental problems cause you the same or simmilar issue? How do you deal with that?
I really want to die now as I look at my life to this point. No friends or SO at 22. I am in middle of meltdown.

 

[Versailles]

I am autistic and it really is horrible when society rejects you because you cannot discover what piece of this puzzle you are, also it seems difficult to live well without the need to socialize, but the social pressure is overwhelming, I wish to silence all those things and just be myself

 

[Snake of Eden]

Yes i am an aspie too (i only learned of it last year and im 36) and i struggled with sociability from young age. I have problems mostly with boundaries and appropriateness to when it comes to saying the right things for right circumstances. I notice it everytime when i say something awkward and i see the wtf look in the other person face?! So I regret then I learn not to say those things again next time around. I distanced myself from everyone for that reason. Now I live in isolation with very little interaction with anyone including immediate family i live with. It got me to a point in my life now that I want to ctb because i dont want to deal with it anymore

 

[Bagger]

I deal with that by rejecting society.

 

[FuneralCry]

I have Aspergers, and personally I choose to just stay away from people and isolate myself, I never feel comfortable around others. Being around others is tiring for me. I have always struggled with communicating. This is what I prefer really. When I used to be around other people more in the past, it just stressed me out.

 

[Black Sky]

I guess I should consider myself lucky enough to be able to say "bite me" to society and people in general... in my head of course. At least for now, even though that requires me to be a bit shameles when it comes to what most consider "normal". To hell with it.