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Valon

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I see neurotypicals all around me and feel insanely jealous. They don't realize how good they have it. I have severe depression and ADHD and find it difficult to complete simple tasks at times. They make it look so easy. I feel like there's really no point to anything I do. I wish I could just kill myself already. God, why can't I just do it.
 
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fr it is terrible, so isolating and makes everything hard
 
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Ghost2211

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I feel like this a lot too when I watch people do normal tasks, and I realize how hard it is for my brain to process sometimes. I'm not dumb or Alzheimers or anything, just not neuro typical anymore.
 
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Worthless_nobody

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I definitely relate. It sucks when all the neurorypicals around me never fail to remind me how abnormal, worthless and hopeless I am over mental issues I had no control over and certainly didn't ask for. They just don't understand the struggle.
 
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