Being denied a peaceful death

[Ednospatient]

Doesn't it sound cruel? I'm being denied a peaceful death. The SN I ordered came in the mail today and it was confiscated instantly (but not destroyed) and now I'm stuck on this earth, every day repeats itself like Groundhog Day. I will have to resort to violent methods and I'm really scared. I don't want to jump off a bridge or in front of a train. I want to pass away as peacefully as possible. Hanging is probably ruled out since I've failed so many times.

 

[LivideLamb]

I'm sorry that you're going through that. Buying stuff from outside your country can be taken, and it freakin sucks, especially when it's maybe the final door to peace.
You don't have to resort to violent methods if you don't want to. If jumping off a bridge or in front of a train feels unnatural and scarier than ever, maybe reconsider your options.

Whatever you choose, I hope that it will bring you peace. I wish you sunny days ahead.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, it is cruel how we are forced to live against our wishes. It is your life and your decision and other people should not have any say in it. I wish we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and then we could exit peacefully when the time is right for us. It is a horrible world we live in where people have to resort to risky methods to end their pain, I am trapped in this world as suicide is so difficult. I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I know that this life can be unbearable when you are desperate to leave. I wish you the best.