Mgelanie
Member
- Mar 17, 2026
- 18
I'm 20 years old and still not in college because I was held back in elementary school and dropped out for a year My parents never paid attention to my education instead they were teaching me how to be a housewife There are no jobs (I live in a small town) for women here unless you work for the government so if you want to work before graduation you can't my parents don't let me go out even in the daylight so if I want to take a walk I can't while my brother comes home at 3 am and they don't even question him He also drinks alcohol smokes and talks to girls he go with his friends to the city stay there for days but since he is male no one cares
Meanwhile I have never been to the city never been to a Restaurant never been to a Carnival and to this day they go through my phone sometimes they don't allow me to have social media because they worry I will talk to men so I only have YouTube They forced me to wear a hijab (wich I fucking hate) and are trying to force me to start praying They bring up marriage every single day and even tried to match me with a man in his 40s who has 5 kids (I told them I would kill myself if that happened) Every day I live in envy of men they are free they drink smoke and sleep around while I can't even leave the house in the daylight It's been months since I left the house I can't run away because there is nowhere to go and they would literally kill me if I ever thought about it The only way out is marriage I wish there is a man who know about my situation and is willing to marry me just to help me get out of here im really tired my whole life got wasted in this shitty house with Cockroach and my mom always be like "you should Thank allah you have food" like omg I don't want food I don't wanna be fat and married to a man who humiliate me everyday like you in top of that my adults brothers who could move out (cuz they are men and can do wtv they want) but refuse to move out cuz me and my mom do everything for them literally EVERYTHING they control my life more than my father and mother and if i stand up against them they hit me so i just gave up
plus all the Restaurants coffe shops and gyms we have here are for men only women can't go there
Idk what to do
Meanwhile I have never been to the city never been to a Restaurant never been to a Carnival and to this day they go through my phone sometimes they don't allow me to have social media because they worry I will talk to men so I only have YouTube They forced me to wear a hijab (wich I fucking hate) and are trying to force me to start praying They bring up marriage every single day and even tried to match me with a man in his 40s who has 5 kids (I told them I would kill myself if that happened) Every day I live in envy of men they are free they drink smoke and sleep around while I can't even leave the house in the daylight It's been months since I left the house I can't run away because there is nowhere to go and they would literally kill me if I ever thought about it The only way out is marriage I wish there is a man who know about my situation and is willing to marry me just to help me get out of here im really tired my whole life got wasted in this shitty house with Cockroach and my mom always be like "you should Thank allah you have food" like omg I don't want food I don't wanna be fat and married to a man who humiliate me everyday like you in top of that my adults brothers who could move out (cuz they are men and can do wtv they want) but refuse to move out cuz me and my mom do everything for them literally EVERYTHING they control my life more than my father and mother and if i stand up against them they hit me so i just gave up
plus all the Restaurants coffe shops and gyms we have here are for men only women can't go there
Idk what to do
