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callousedhope

callousedhope

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Jan 24, 2025
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hi yall! Ive been rlly excited to finally start seriously considering a planned method for my suicide. I've realized that the traditional ideas of like, big jump or, gun are really just not for me, for various reasons. I've started to look up more about sodium nitrate, as well as that coal-burning tent method! I've been pushing so hard to live my best life while my suicidal ideation has slowly been ramping up and it's honestly been so motivating to be real with myself and put energy toward my death instead of my desire to live! I am reckoning with the fact that my mind is just broken for one reason or another, so whats the point of fighting it anymore lol!

I have two impulsive failed attempts under my belt so far, both over 4 years past -- I'm looking forward to making this next one my last :)
 
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kitchenwindow197

kitchenwindow197

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Sep 22, 2024
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Make sure not to confuse sodium nitrate and sodium nitrite, nitrITE is the one you want. Youll see people on here refer to "dmc" as the best place to get it, it takes a bit of searching to find. Im personally not going with the SN method as the thought of possibly not being able to breathe properly sounds awful to me, carbon monoxide (charcoal method) would be better IMO, however its tricky to get right and requires alot of research. There is some talk of it being very uncomfortable and some cases of waking up hours later disoriented and vomiting ect but im guessing those people didnt do the method correctly because theres many reports of people dying from it while fast asleep.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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There's the Suicide Resource Compilation:

 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best in plans.
 

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