Been thinking about suicide for years

[miker]

Has anyone else experienced lots of thoughts of suicide too?

 

[Nobodi]

that's why we're all here. It comes and goes but recent I have a troubling time trying to enjoy things. I feel pleasure in nothing every thing feels so superficial

 

[Dongle]

Absolutely, I've been wishing I'd just up and do it already since I was a teen. Even when I was at my "best", I still would always have this thought in the back of my head that eventually that was how I would die. I feel like at this point I'm the closest I've ever been to making the decision.

 

[miker]

Absolutely, I've been wishing I'd just up and do it already since I was a teen. Even when I was at my "best", I still would always have this thought in the back of my head that eventually that was how I would die. I feel like at this point I'm the closest I've ever been to making the decision.

I feel the same

 

[FuneralCry]

I always wish to not exist, it's all I could ever wish and hope for, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering non-existence really is all I see as desirable and is all that's positive for me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this torturous, futile existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing. It's all so dreadful to me and I wish that this existence was never imposed, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope for the peace of an eternal sleep, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this futile, cruel existence with no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age and cease existing anyway, the peace of non-existence would solve everything for me.

 

[Hollowman]

Yep every day

 

[bankai]

It's the thing I think about when I wake up. It's the thing I think about when I go to sleep.