Becoming restless (Vent)

[VampQueen]

I can't ever seem to calm down. I cant fall asleep and when I do, I can't stay asleep. I feel the need to constantly be doing stuff. I fucking hate driving because I'm just stuck in one position and forced to focus on the road and cars around me. I mean I have work tomorrow but I can't SLEEP!!!! FOR FUCKS SAKE!!! I could play video games but that'll reenforce bad behavior of staying up. I could also work on organizing my music library. I could make a video. I could do so many things with this energy but no, it's wasted because I have to work. Wtf man.

So close yet so far from recovery.

 

[FlufflesAway]

Hard relate. Funny. Maybe you have adhd too? I think I do, but I'm not rich so I can't afford the official label that lets me buy meth from the shops. Ha ha ha ha.

Welcome to going around and around and around in circles. Caffeinated sodas helped, if you drink 24 cans maybe you can do one productive thing too.

Recently tried energy drinks. Been scared off them since a parent had told me a friend had a heart attack from one (I think that was BS). They should be relabeled sleep in a can. It's funny to drink, get so sedated you can barely move. Like dying, then coming back to life. Fun.

Maybe you have something different. I don't know. I'm sick of people saying "try harder fam". Fuck you.

 

[VampQueen]

Hard relate. Funny. Maybe you have adhd too? I think I do, but I'm not rich so I can't afford the official label that lets me buy meth from the shops. Ha ha ha ha.

Welcome to going around and around and around in circles. Caffeinated sodas helped, if you drink 24 cans maybe you can do one productive thing too.

Recently tried energy drinks. Been scared off them since a parent had told me a friend had a heart attack from one (I think that was BS). They should be relabeled sleep in a can. It's funny to drink, get so sedated you can barely move. Like dying, then coming back to life. Fun.

Maybe you have something different. I don't know. I'm sick of people saying "try harder fam". Fuck you.

Can't have energy drinks since I have a heart condition. Also caffeine keeps me up, it wouldn't be ideal if I'm trying to sleep. Also 24 cabs of soda, yikes, that super unhealthy.