I tried and failed again, standing in the same position again, i actually decided to try to live and fix stuff till July cause I can't attempt before that anyway.
But last 3 months were bad so nothing will get better anyway, I have access to a gun now but it's a old one and idk how to use it so it is my back up plan if sn doesn't kill me.
Who knows life might get better but I have no will to live anyway so don't know what it getting better will do
But last 3 months were bad so nothing will get better anyway, I have access to a gun now but it's a old one and idk how to use it so it is my back up plan if sn doesn't kill me.
Who knows life might get better but I have no will to live anyway so don't know what it getting better will do
