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brutalus

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Jun 14, 2021
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theres already a post in 2019 about attention seeking. but i want to make a new one:

I SEEK ATTENTION! i crave it so much. it feels so good to get some. What i would like the most is positive attention from my family. they only look at the bad side of me.

here i feel i can talk so freely. i can say anything! is what i feel.

maybe if i just confess I am a loser that seeks attention, i could get some charitably.

but attention seeking is so frowned upon.... I dont care! I come out of the closet of attention seekers. Its not something to be proud or ashamed of, I just do it. Could a person live happy without the attention of others?
 
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toforigivelife

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There is not one thing wrong with wanting attention from those you love, be they friends or family, and wanting to feel loved and appreciated.

I'm saying this without an ounce of corniness, life without love an isolated life is meaning. Certain things are a reality; money, etc. But, again, no corniness intended, without love those other realities are meaningless.

I'm glad you found an outlet on SS and that you know you can speak freely and that you do speak freely.
 
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theres already a post in 2019 about attention seeking. but i want to make a new one:

I SEEK ATTENTION! i crave it so much. it feels so good to get some. What i would like the most is positive attention from my family. they only look at the bad side of me.

here i feel i can talk so freely. i can say anything! is what i feel.

maybe if i just confess I am a loser that seeks attention, i could get some charitably.

but attention seeking is so frowned upon.... I dont care! I come out of the closet of attention seekers. Its not something to be proud or ashamed of, I just do it. Could a person live happy without the attention of others?
I'm diagnosed with EUPD/BPD (and OCD.)

We're classed as the quintessential attention seekers.

Have to admit … there's an element of truth in there :halo:.
 
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brutalus

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actually now that i think about it. this is linked to the other post about what a human is worth. attention is like a currency. like a life force. people in social media battle for it. companies and huge networks like disney and netflix battle for it. are they hoarding all the attention, leaving some of us starved. nah, its not them. attention has always been so scarce!!!!
just drunken thoughts
 
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Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
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actually now that i think about it. this is linked to the other post about what a human is worth. attention is like a currency. like a life force. people in social media battle for it. companies and huge networks like disney and netflix battle for it. are they hoarding all the attention, leaving some of us starved. nah, its not them. attention has always been so scarce!!!!
just drunken thoughts
Could do with a beer myself.

What's your poison?
 
brutalus

brutalus

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Jun 14, 2021
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pemanent stone and if i have money tequila. if no money wodka. both with water and ice. cheap and healthy. no sugar!! its bad for the liver :P hahaha cheers my friend. i feel so good chatting to you here in this state hehe
im at my parents now bc internet broke in mine due to storm. im dinking my fathers tequila HAHAHA fuck him
 

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