Ihavenofriends
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- Feb 26, 2021
- 31
Ok. Well, as the title says, I tried to kill myself today. I found a lovely parking garage and tried to jump off. However, SI got in the way.
I think I'm going to try again sometime, from the same building, but with a few things different. It sucks that I failed, but there's no rush.
Ok, several things that got in the way:
1) it was really fucking cold and windy. I was trying to jump but the wind kept on battering me and it was really hard to focus, and overall it was just a very miserable experience. So I think next time I try I'm going to go on a sunny day.
2) I was hungry and thirsty. Next time I am going to bring a snack and water.
3) I was planning to listen to music while I ctb, but my phone was dead.
4) The whole thing was kind of impulsive. I should set a date, maybe?
I think I'm going to try again sometime, from the same building, but with a few things different. It sucks that I failed, but there's no rush.
Ok, several things that got in the way:
1) it was really fucking cold and windy. I was trying to jump but the wind kept on battering me and it was really hard to focus, and overall it was just a very miserable experience. So I think next time I try I'm going to go on a sunny day.
2) I was hungry and thirsty. Next time I am going to bring a snack and water.
3) I was planning to listen to music while I ctb, but my phone was dead.
4) The whole thing was kind of impulsive. I should set a date, maybe?
