Are you frightened?

[Fadeawaaaay]

The thought of dying is frightening. In someways even more frightening, would be attempting and failing and ending up permanently damaged in some significant way. Is anybody frightened of this?

 

[sueoffside]

Not afraid of death afraid more of my survival instinct kicking in or being left permanently fucked

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Not afraid of death afraid more of my survival instinct kicking in or being left permanently fucked

Me too. That's probably why some people choose more gruesome methods like jumping off a very tall building or a shotgun blast to the head. Higher chance of success.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I am terrified of permanent damage. It is what holds me back. I have failed at everything else in life so I do not want to add ctb to the list. Nobody should have to resort to methods that could fail, we all deserve the option of euthanasia, a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing.

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

no

 

[Hateyouprolife]

The thought of dying is frightening. In someways even more frightening, would be attempting and failing and ending up permanently damaged in some significant way. Is anybody frightened of this?

If I was you, I would write very convincing will thst declares your last wish is to being euthanasied should you fail. This may help you knowning that no matter what you reach your goal.

 

[Someone123]

The thought of dying is frightening. In someways even more frightening, would be attempting and failing and ending up permanently damaged in some significant way. Is anybody frightened of this?

I'm actually afraid of a failed attempt even if there is no damage because then you can be held against your will and lose a job and have it be that much more difficult to find a job.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I'm actually afraid of a failed attempt even if there is no damage because then you can be held against your will and lose a job and have it be that much more difficult to find a job.

I know. Jesus. It becomes your identity. You're the suicidal person.

 

[demuic]

I'm more afraid of life than death.

I will ensure that I use a method that doesn't leave permanent damage and that I will not be interrupted.

 

[Meretlein]

I am not scared of death itself, I am saddened by it.

I am saddened to relinquish myself and what I could have been, especially after living such a worthless life.

I do have some fear about my suicide going wrong and ending up as vegetable but I will create an advanced directive to mitigate the horror of something like that happening.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Not afraid of death, not afraid of a little pain, but I am afraid of surviving with long-term pain as a consequence or permanent damage that only makes my life worse.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I guess, looking on the bright side, it's fortunate that there are some options that are less painful. Like SN. Although it seems like a bit of a hassle organizing all of the elements and measuring the proper amounts etc. I don't think I got particularly good grades in chemistry class. Or mathematics. Off topic, I came across this quote… Follow your dreams but do the math. I always had plenty of dreams but very bad at math. Hence my predicament.

 

[Deadweight]

I'm not frightened, no. But ask me again on the day and my answer might be different

 

[Butterflyfree]

Romeo and Juliet are together in eternity. 40,000 men and women everyday, we can be like they are, don't fear the reaper, we will be able to fly.

 

[Deleted member 10090]

Not afraid of death afraid more of my survival instinct kicking in or being left permanently fucked

Same here for me.

Death itself doesn't scare me. Going back to the void with no thoughts or feelings is what I want.

 

[stellabelle]

The thought of dying is frightening. In someways even more frightening, would be attempting and failing and ending up permanently damaged in some significant way. Is anybody frightened of this?

Honestly if I take enough, it should be pretty much painless.
I don't think death is frightening.
I think it's the only solution. My life has come apart. The police never helped me. My mother never helped me. My sisters never helped me. My dads girlfriend never helped me. My "boyfriend" never helped me. They just used and abused and pretended to care and stared blankly into a tv. My rapist ran free. More sexual assaults. Nobody ever loved me, nobody ever respected me, all they wanted was money or clothes and I just want to commit suicide. They get to live and be so happy and so perfect and my best option is to die. I proved it over and over again and I've been blamed for every assault and insult to injury and I am just done. Fuck your cops. Fuck your "team". Fuck your "heroes." Just fuck you guys.

Matthew herrman.
Whoever else.
Go to hell. Rot. Bastard.
Along with the rest of the thieves and liars.
Enablers and selfish people.
The heartbreakers.
And the fuckin losers.

Truth never gets you anywhere.
Nobody will ever help you or love you or want you. You'll never have a normal healthy life, oh did we "trick" you again and make you feel stupid?
Nothing changes and people are horrible and I hope they all fucking rot.

I can see through them. But they just enable each other and laugh in my face. The more dead cops the better. The more dead relatives the better. The more dead criminals the better. The more dead "nurses" the better. The better it gets. Ha ha ha.

Oh it's just so easy. It's so easy to manipulate you, to humiliate you, to hurt you, to lie to you, to lie about you, it's so easy to steal from you, it's so easy hurt you because you wish so desperately to be loved and you never were. At least not enough to ever "intervene" and remove me from the "family" of abusers.

 

[Someone123]

Same here for me.

Death itself doesn't scare me. Going back to the void with no thoughts or feelings is what I want.

Truthfully my guess is you will go to a place where you feel amazing, but I guess we'll see - many ndes (near death experiences) have this, but not all. Many atheists have experienced these things in ndes - we can hope. :)

 

[Deleted member 10090]

Truthfully my guess is you will go to a place where you feel amazing, bt I guess we'll see - mnay ndes (near death experiences) have this, but not all. We can hope. :)

i'd rather just not exist.

to each their own. <3

 

[Grumpy Bear]

With 45 days left to go I'm starting to get nervous. But like others have said I am nervous about failing mosly.

 

[Someone123]

i'd rather just not exist.

to each their own. <3

We'll see what happens - I don't think it's an option - I think when the body dies the soul keeps on living, but I guess we'll find out.

 

[SuicideBoys93]

My family will be the reason I never kill myself. I don't want my mother labeled with the stigma of having a son who off'd himself. I'm here for the long run, I'll die eventually. In retrospect to the universe, we're not here long anyways.

 

[Crimsonghost3]

Not scared to die just scared no-one will find me for months

 

[Zinz]

It's not the death I'm afraid of but the trouble I'm eventually going to cause with no way of making it better.
And also the chance I fail and turn out in a hospital.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

Yes this very natural. It is hard to make peace with dying. Some people get there and others never will.

 

[Lady black]

I'm more afraid of being rescued and then being brought to mental hospital

 

[Ch92921]

no

In my case just a little bit hope.

 

[marinekiwi]

Honestly if I take enough, it should be pretty much painless.
I don't think death is frightening.
I think it's the only solution. My life has come apart. The police never helped me. My mother never helped me. My sisters never helped me. My dads girlfriend never helped me. My "boyfriend" never helped me. They just used and abused and pretended to care and stared blankly into a tv. My rapist ran free. More sexual assaults. Nobody ever loved me, nobody ever respected me, all they wanted was money or clothes and I just want to commit suicide. They get to live and be so happy and so perfect and my best option is to die. I proved it over and over again and I've been blamed for every assault and insult to injury and I am just done. Fuck your cops. Fuck your "team". Fuck your "heroes." Just fuck you guys.

Matthew herrman.
Whoever else.
Go to hell. Rot. Bastard.
Along with the rest of the thieves and liars.
Enablers and selfish people.
The heartbreakers.
And the fuckin losers.

Truth never gets you anywhere.
Nobody will ever help you or love you or want you. You'll never have a normal healthy life, oh did we "trick" you again and make you feel stupid?
Nothing changes and people are horrible and I hope they all fucking rot.

I can see through them. But they just enable each other and laugh in my face. The more dead cops the better. The more dead relatives the better. The more dead criminals the better. The more dead "nurses" the better. The better it gets. Ha ha ha.

Oh it's just so easy. It's so easy to manipulate you, to humiliate you, to hurt you, to lie to you, to lie about you, it's so easy to steal from you, it's so easy hurt you because you wish so desperately to be loved and you never were. At least not enough to ever "intervene" and remove me from the "family" of abusers.

It seems you have been through a lot. I'm sorry life has treated you this bad. I can relate to you to some extent, because i've been also abused and no one gave a fuck about it.
Hope you can someday achieve peace from this suffering. It really hurts to be alive.
Wish the best for you.

 

[stellabelle]

It seems you have been through a lot. I'm sorry life has treated you this bad. I can relate to you to some extent, because i've been also abused and no one gave a fuck about it.
Hope you can someday achieve peace from this suffering. It really hurts to be alive.
Wish the best for you.

I'm sorry you've been through it too.
You know, my dad loved me but my abusers loved one thing: abusing, forcing, lying, stealing, disrespecting, trying to coerce, convince, manipulate, harm, and ignore, ignore, ignore.