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panhandle5363

panhandle5363

Member
Nov 25, 2025
33
No, a close relative killed themselves when I was 12.
 
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StillAbyss

StillAbyss

Member
Feb 18, 2026
14
No, I won't be the first.
 
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SmigSauer

SmigSauer

Member
Feb 18, 2026
10
I would be the first unless you count my relatives who drunk themselves to death as a form of suicide.
 
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black_iris

black_iris

hiraeth
Jan 30, 2026
29
nope a lot of people in my family have killed myself. my parents haven't suicided but my parents had another kid before they had me and that kid suicided really young. my uncle also suicided. my grandma and great grandmother also have suicided. no one really talks about it though.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Specialist
Sep 10, 2025
393
I will be and I don't feel guilty knowing it's going to hurt my mom and family, they simply have no way of ever helping me and it's probably for the best that they're not going to be living with a dead weight like me anymore.
Yes
 
T

thelostautistic

Student
Jul 31, 2025
174
Yes I think so. I've never really given this much thought. It's quite sad to think about
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
764
Never thought of this as well, and yes, as far as I'm aware, I will be the first.
 
madwoman

madwoman

what a shame she went mad
May 7, 2025
441
Nope - the third that I know of (and hopefully the last)
 

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