Are family issues motivating anyone else to ctb?

[Hope:-)]

I have been viciously scapegoated by my family. I suffered medication induced mania and psychosis which devastated my life and all they do is blame me for it. I find it heartbreaking.Anyone else in a similar position?

 

[Hiraeth Grimoire]

yes, to an extent. I can't do anything because of crippling mental illnesses and autism, but like usual, none of my family understands and wants me to work and be "out in society." So I am going to off myself before going homeless and nevermore will I be anyone else's burden. Never signed up to be born, and what idiot would have?

 

[HateMyPointlessLife]

I've been the constant scapegoat for my family as far back as I can remember. I have a horrible guilt complex and anxiety and stress problems because of it. I highly suspect my mother is a covert narcissist, and my father constantly enables her. Its so mentally and physically draining to be blamed for everything, even things that other people in your family do, or things you cannot help. And have them not care how it affects you, or ever be able to take any responsibility for their own actions. Its made me want to ctb for decades now. And I can't take it anymore. So hopefully I will be successful and ctb soon, so I don't have to deal with it anymore.

 

[theboy]

On the contrary. What makes me feel more guilty about making the CTB decision...

 

[hellispink]

My family is absolutely horrendous. They have hurt me so much. They caused my pain but I am not leaving to do them a favor, I will leave for myself my own dignity.

 

[Obliviate]

Same, I've been the scapegoat for my abusive family since I was born, I've stood up for myself but now it's like the economy and people are so bad that you have to rely on them financially and can't escape them ever really.

 

[Hope:-)]

I can't really take their scapegoating anymore. I get blamed for the reaction to medication I had even though some of them have experienced the same thing- when they experienced it they put it down to the medication but when I experienced it they put it down to just 'how I am.' I'm now being tied to them financially or being threatened with financial ruin. I will be glad when it's all over. :-/

 

[Hangnail]

Yeah they're one part of the reason, but not the main or total.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Yeah, I've got family issues motivating me to want to ctb. The problem is I have no family.

 

[Astronauta]

Sim, até certo ponto.

 

[Hurt]

Yes. In my case. It partially contributes to my ctb thoughts.

 

[tofargone]

my whole family hates me they throw away a dinner if I just breath near it

 

[toasterbath]

100% if I didn't face all the trauma I did, I feel like I would be mentally healthy and able to make something of myself. Too late now and Im still trapped.