As the time passes the more apprehensive I become. Times passing so slowly. Eight days left to find out if recovery is even possible. More I hear the less likely it seems. That one special moment where every thing turns around. I just can't see it happening. My heart says hope, my head says its time to go now. The head is normally right. Don't know if next week will change anything. I hope it does but my thoughts says no. Can I find the right words and actions. One person holds my fate in their hands but I have to do everything right. Not sure it's worth the stress of the fear of failure. Tonight I feel I can ctb but my heart says there is hope. Never been so confused. Not scared to die but fear failure and more pain.
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Just wanting some peace
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I can imagine that it must be stressful and tiring being in that situation. I hope that you find relief from your suffering in whatever you decide to do.
Tiring all the time. Thank you btw for always being there with a reply. Means a lot. You are definitely one of the good peopleSimilar threads
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