Help Anyway to reduce chance of vomiting SN without a antiemetic?

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Here is what tardive dyskinesia looks like:

 

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Right? I hate these passive aggressive ass comments. Where I live the good AE's are 100% by prescription and for those of us with a history of mental health issues our prescribers are very wary of strange/new med requests. It's not that easy

I have taking anti-depression for years, that's the main reason I don't want to go to a hospital lying to get AE, it can be very risky.
But there is also no online pharmacy in my country, so AE is harder to get than SN for me.
Did you get AE successfully? If so, can I ask how?