anyone not interested in relationships

[depthss]

i dont really like the people in my family, they werent abusive or anything, but i just dont feel close to them at all. i have a psychologist that i really like, and that im close with, and id feel bad killing myself, because i dont want to cause problems for him, but thats it. i dont want friends or anything like that, and i especially dont want anything romantic or sexual at all, i just have no desire for any of that stuff, and so it honestly just makes me kind of uncomfortable. i dont really want to be super close to anyone, i dont like talking to most people. does anyone else relate? i dont mind being 'lonely'

 

[atrophy]

Relationships (both platonic and romantic) are a liability to me, they stop me from considering CTB.

I might cause my loved ones too much grief.

I decided when I'm completely alone and socially reclusive I will CTB.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I don't need any kind of relationship with another human

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I have no desire for relationships too. All I desire for is to reduce as much suffering as I can possibly can. Nothing else matters to me

 

[zengiraffe]

I've been in romantic relationships before and didn't enjoy them, and so I haven't been in one in over 10 years.

I have mixed feelings on platonic relationships, because they can be nice but they can also hurt. Like if I talk to a friend a couple times a week, I enjoy the chats, but if they get busy and don't bother talking to me for a few months in a row, it hurts.

 

[atrophy]

I have mixed feelings on platonic relationships, because they can be nice but they can also hurt. Like if I talk to a friend a couple times a week, I enjoy the chats, but if they get busy and don't bother talking to me for a few months in a row, it hurts.

THIS.

 

[Ligottian]

Relationships are not interested in me.

 

[Gem_andtheholograms]

i do crave relationships, or rather i crave feeling other people's warmth. but i just can't. Even when i'm with friends i feel like i am missing out on the connection they all share. i just feel distant, even when other people feel close to me. this has also made me miserable at the romantic relationships i have had. and it really hurts because i do want to feel that connection, and i do want to feel intimacy. but i just don't know how. and it's crushing me. I just feel so disconnected from everyone (long before i got addicted to weed lol). it's one of my main reasons for wanting to ctb

 

[Guy089001]

Thanks you guys for this forum. Coming back here can feel like a breath of fresh air. I understand how you feel.

 

[death_bed221]

When I was a teen I used to crave a relationship so bad . Now I don't really. Its probably the trauma I received

 

[yousaidimsweet]

i crave friendships and i do have an ideal view of a future romantic relationship but achieving both of those is hard. friendships are tricky for me because usually i end up being too attached to the other person, so when they find new friends i get hurt and jealous and feel unlovable. romantic relationships to me are a little bit more complex, because i cannot see myself trusting anyone enough to develop a close and intimate relationship and also because i always end up being repulsed by the other person when they move through the relationship too fast. that and if they try taking things into physical intimacy, which i'm super uncomfortable with.

 

[Depressive_Thoughts]

I'm not interested in relationships since I already got a girlfriend, she's caring and everything... but she can't leaern about my dark thoughts, my suicidal thoughts....

 

[Fall_Apart]

About 3 years ago, I started to abandon any relationship, because I'm going towards the road to CTB; I think that isolation is the most suitable state of mind to do it, and also I feel that I have nothing more to say or share with people.

 

[Pluto]