Wenzdayaddams
Member
- Jun 1, 2020
- 14
Looking for someone that is near me to either give advice in person or online. I do not want to die alone. I have no idea how to get ahold of the things I need in order to carry out the deed. I'm both broke and on somewhat careful watch by my roommate. I was thinking carbon monoxide poisoning in a car with some sort of device because that's what my friend did. We were supposed to do it together like she promised but she did it by herself because she didn't have the gas to come get me that night. I guess my go to way that I'd prefer would be to write our suicide notes, be there for each other, listen to music and play on our phones (we'd need somewhere with wifi like a parking lot or something) like it's a normal day and be there for each other. I'm a 20 year old female I'd prefer another female if possible, age doesn't matter. And please know that I will not be talked out of suicide or back out for any reason but if YOU want to back out anytime I will never force you to go through with it, just please don't jeopardize me and my suicide. I want to make sure if I find someone to be there for, and be there for me they can be my best friend for the night. We can talk and hangout during the time, almost like normal friends would. That way it's stress free and and calming. Is anyone else looking for a buddy near me? Wasn't sure if this question was allowed or not, I had seen other people asking but they were either too far away or they hadn't been on here for a long time.
