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Kain10th

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May 7, 2020
99
I feel like my passing will bring joy to a few people in my life.
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
Yes i do actualy. If only everybody would be equally happy for my death, that would be great
 
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foreverlikethestars

foreverlikethestars

Member
Jun 23, 2020
79
absolutely. my family tells me i should end my life near daily. especially my father and sister
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
If that's the case I wouldn't value their opinion at all.
 
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death becomes her

Member
Jul 3, 2020
35
Sadly yes, I've entertained a lot of awful people in my life. I tend to attract those for whatever reason. I predict they will be happy to know I was in a lot of pain.

As for the good ones, I recently pushed these ones away to pre-emptively ease their suffering when I do die. I don't think they will be happy but it will definitely hurt less than losing me at a time when we were close friends.
 
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crybaby

crybaby

Member
Dec 4, 2019
95
100%
 
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Saed

Saed

Nondescript
Apr 21, 2020
580
All the people who have "borrowed" money from me,even though I never mention it,or nag them for repayment. :))
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
Yes, a bunch. Some people are apparently bored that I'm not dead yet.
 
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Wizard
Mar 24, 2018
696
Yes
 
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Matthias_k

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Apr 18, 2020
247
Certainly not happy. If anything they'll be relieved, and I can't blame them.
 
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GonnaGoBye

GonnaGoBye

Will die soon
Jun 30, 2020
109
Yeah. Its her.
 
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Bct

Bct

Disqualified from Being Human
Apr 20, 2020
419
Yeah, I believe some people will be delighted or even relieved when they know I died.
 
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RestingGirl23

RestingGirl23

Member
Nov 2, 2019
55
I believe my father would. He has constantly pointed out to me that I'm an idiot who can't do anything right and constantly chides me for "making" my mom spend money on me. I still remember that he blew up on me for asking my mom to take me to the salon as a gift for my graduation present 6 months after the fact.
 
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Quimont

Member
Jul 7, 2020
18
A lot of people will feel sad and then relieved after I ctb. Less burden for them. Makes me a bit glad.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Absolutely lol. Plenty of people will have their internal cheers of joy when I finally hop out of life. Outside of my family everyone really just sees me as a nuisance.
 
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nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,013
Maybe not like joy or elation, but probably some sense of relief. Like the worst has finally passed and they don't have to dread it anymore
 
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HappyMstake

HappyMstake

Not so happy as it turns out.
May 29, 2020
170
Yeah I feel like my family members would be stepping around my dead body to collect all of the stuff of mine that they want to keep for themselves. I feel like they might shed a tear for show but definitely not out of sadness or anything.
 
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deadgirlahsatan

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
373
My mom would be happy. I will no longer be a burden.There are times my mom has asked me What am i waiting for? Like i should hurry up and do it already. Lol
 
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charlottewilts

charlottewilts

read Dostoyevsky
Jun 15, 2019
495
I won't be a financial burden on my family. They'll be glad. Plenty of people hate me, so they'll find it very funny, I'm sure.
 
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Brokenwithbpd

Mage
Jun 15, 2020
503
Possibly my dad to make his life easier since I am just a burden
 
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Notwinnernotawin

Specialist
Apr 4, 2020
341
I know at least three people from my family will enjoy it, but just like the rest will call it selfish and a sin and all that stupid things the "wise" like to mumble about people who ctb.
 
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Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
Gratefully, no. I only have my parents IRL. It's going to fuck them up big time. But life fucks us up big time as well. Kinda glad I've found another family on SS.
 
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disabledandhopeless

disabledandhopeless

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2020
1,893
Oh yeah. That's my family.
 
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Baguette

Baguette

Member
Jun 28, 2020
90
Certainly not happy. If anything they'll be relieved, and I can't blame them.
This^ I doubt anyone will be happy but a great many will be relieved.
 
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person123

Experienced
Jul 2, 2020
245
I only have my family, they will get sad.
 
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Nanimoaru

Nanimoaru

I wanna fade away like I never was
Sep 15, 2018
153
Honestly everyone in my life I feel like would be happy
 
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biboty

Student
Dec 16, 2019
144
Yes, my cousins. They hate me and I never knew why.
 
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St. Jimmy

St. Jimmy

Suicide commando that your mama talked about
May 3, 2020
251
I can guarantee a few of my exes will be happy. I know my mom will just shit talk me, even after I die.
 
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Saed

Saed

Nondescript
Apr 21, 2020
580
I thought of someone else. Upon arriving home from the hospital having had two layers of stitches put in my neck (this was the first throat cutting attempt,not the cliffs day one) I found a letter from a couple living a few doors down from me who I don't know from Adam.

It was asking me if I'd like to "downsize" and swap flats with them,because they're a couple with a baby in the way...Me being a wee old spinster,like.

Needless to say,I politely declined their thoughtful offer and said I'll be carried out of my beloved home of over 20 years in a box.
Thank you for asking.
 
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