Anyone else’s main reason for ctb is looks?

[voidblankmore1]

I hate how ugly I am, it's probably the main reason I want to end it all. I already hate my fucking life but being a genuine 2/10 sub-human is the cherry on top of the mess that is my life.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I hate how ugly I am, it's probably the main reason I want to end it all. I already hate my fucking life but being a genuine 2/10 sub-human is the cherry on top of the mess that is my life.

Looks don't matter dear..
As one ages, looks gradually deteriorate.
The most handsome men or the most beautiful women have started looking odd and ugly with time.. handsome men became bald, developed wrinkles, beautiful women developed face fat and their beautiful features started losing their beauty, soon to look really really ugly.
Be comfortable in your own skin. Looks don't matter, personality matters. Work on your personality.
I have literally seen terribly awful looking people develop their art of conversing and they are confident in their own skin even though they have an ugly heart..

The problem with us sensitive people is we think too much about others. You are you and there's no one else like you. You are born with some talents that no one else has.

Rowan Atkinson was not able to deliver dialogues but he became one of the most acclaimed actors due to Mr. Bean.

Convert your weakness into your strength and see how the world bends for you.

 

[psty2125]

If your sole reason to CTB is due to looking ugly, don't do it.

I used to be a subhuman too, but through wagecucking I was able to afford a decent amount of smaller surgeries here and there and I'm probably a PSL 5.25 now.

Not that I'm saying it's never over, but give it a try and see how far you can get with your looks improving before you try to commit suicide.

 

[voidblankmore1]

If your sole reason to CTB is due to looking ugly, don't do it.

I used to be a subhuman too, but through wagecucking I was able to afford a decent amount of smaller surgeries here and there and I'm probably a PSL 5.25 now.

Not that I'm saying it's never over, but give it a try and see how far you can get with your looks improving before you try to commit suicide.

It's definitely not my only reason but it feels like there's no point in attempting to fix my life if I'm gonna have to live it ugly anyway. You're probably right I may as well try ig. I'm glad it worked well enough for you though!

 

[2Sensible]

If your sole reason to CTB is due to looking ugly, don't do it.

I used to be a subhuman too, but through wagecucking I was able to afford a decent amount of smaller surgeries here and there and I'm probably a PSL 5.25 now.

Not that I'm saying it's never over, but give it a try and see how far you can get with your looks improving before you try to commit suicide.

i agree, if it's "solely" looks you might aswell try some surgeries before doing CTB.

 

[metfan647]

I think in a certain way, sure. I would say that having different features might have made me more confident and not made me have such low self-esteem. I think a higher sense of worth would have given me more confidence to put myself out there more in the sense of career, friendships and dating.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

I'm not going to say that it is a good reason to CBT but I get it. I am 57f and getting old is horrific. To have had good looks and watch them slowly fade is very depressing to me. It adds even more to the reasons I want to die. That all being said, I don't judge others on looks. I just want to look good to myself in the mirror and not eventually see an ugly old hag.

 

[Camcam]

I hate how ugly I am, it's probably the main reason I want to end it all. I already hate my fucking life but being a genuine 2/10 sub-human is the cherry on top of the mess that is my life.

life is not all about looks atall infact there might be girls who are into you actually i promise whatever you look like you are beautiful and loved

 

[komakun]

yes lol. Other things too but when I see myself in the mirror I'm like …. Yeah it's time to go

 

[Kokonoe]

not necessarily a main reason or anything, but definitely a factor, sure. i hate my appearance and body as a whole, for a lot of reasons. i hate feeling so undesirable and repulsive, and knowing there's nothing i can do to change that. i hate the way i look, i hate seeing myself. and especially i hate feeling inferior to everyone around me.
i think how ugly and repulsive i am is a major factor as to why i don't even have friends, let alone a partner or anything like that. i'm just so disgusting that no one can even tolerate to be around me or speak to me, let alone have to look at me..

 

[violetforever]

it definitely adds onto my suffering

 

[ardea]

it's a big part of it. I don't even think I look bad objectively, but I'm very dysphoric. if hrt and the possibility of surgery weren't a thing I'd have ctbed already.