Anyone else with such horrible anxiety that you live in constant fear?

[I’vehadenough]

Something drugs can't fix

 

[Serene]

Yes.

 

[bigj75]

every day.

 

[I’vehadenough]

every day.

How do you deal with it?

 

[I’vehadenough]

Yes.

How do you deal with it?

 

[Serene]

How do you deal with it?

I used to be able to with exercise, therapy and medication. Now I'm too disabled for physical activity and meds don't work. That's why I'm here...

 

[I’vehadenough]

I used to be able to with exercise, therapy and medication. Now I'm too disabled for physical activity and meds don't work. That's why I'm here...

Yeah. I panick everyday. What's keeping you from ctb?

 

[Nem]

It used to come and go...deal with it more often now

 

[I’vehadenough]

It used to come and go...deal with it more often now

Is it so terrifying that you want to crawl out of your skin?

 

[Serene]

Yeah. I panick everyday. What's keeping you from ctb?

Lack of reliable method that is accessible/doable for me. Fear of failure. I desperately want out but I'm too frozen with fear (not of death but all things that could go wrong) to move forward

 

[Circles]

Yep I hate the existential anxiety the most feeling lost in the abyss.

 

[I’vehadenough]

Lack of reliable method that is accessible/doable for me. Fear of failure. I desperately want out but I'm too frozen with fear (not of death but all things that could go wrong) to move forward

That's true. Are you afraid of an afterlife?

 

[Serene]

That's true. Are you afraid of an afterlife?

No. I don't believe in it. I have no fear of death. Its life that terrifies me.

 

[bigj75]

How do you deal with it?

I used to bodybuild which took care of it but I had a health related injury that took that away. I cope with alcohol but I became an alcoholic unfortunately so Ive had to cut back. Other than that there isn't really anything I can do for it personally.

 

[Circles]

No. I don't believe in it. I have no fear of death. Its life that terrifies me.

You lose your fear once you die whereas living with fear is permanent and lasts a lifetime.

 

[Fucking loving it]

I have agoraphobia and I go out as little as possible. The panic is debilitating . I fucking hate it.

 

[I’vehadenough]

Y

I used to bodybuild which took care of it but I had a health related injury that took that away. I cope with alcohol but I became an alcoholic unfortunately so Ive had to cut back. Other than that there isn't really anything I can do for it personally.

Yeah, I have no options either. We are stuck

 

[I’vehadenough]

I have agoraphobia and I go out as little as possible. The panic is debilitating . I fucking hate it.

Does it give you anxiety staying inside too and not being able to do anything?

 

[I’vehadenough]

You lose your fear once you die whereas living with fear is permanent and lasts a lifetime.

That's very true. What's stopping you from ctb?

 

[Jai]

Something drugs can't fix

Not constant but I hen it comes it's tge worst feeling and I agree with you statement mate so true alcohol clouds it

 

[Fucking loving it]

Does it give you anxiety staying inside too and not being able to do anything?

It is comforting

 

[starcrossedfate]

Yes, I feel like I'm constantly drowning in the middle of an ocean.

 

[Lunar]

I have agoraphobia, but I'm generally scared of what feels like everything though. I try and cope with it by sleeping and self-harming but it's only temporary relief. I feel like I'm past the point where anything can truly fix it, I've tried various medications and therapy, etc but I always feel the same. Just mentally exhausted and have this constant fatigue and existential dread.

 

[Circles]

That's very true. What's stopping you from ctb?

Honestly I don't know at this point. I question why I haven't done it everyday. In all reality it's a combination of a lot of things and that I'm just making excuses to atleast try not to feel so down all the time. Trust me I want to die so bad but my biology and laziness just makes it feel like I'm on autopilot. It's just so hard to explain.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

Light causes most of my anxiety.

This is why my body sucks and needs killed. Look at how stupid it is. Light is out every day. 35 years in, and my brain and body still can't get together and accept it? Maybe it has and that's why I just live in pretty much despair.

There will always be light. I will always hate it. Therefore, need buried in a casket to escape it for good.

 

[I’vehadenough]

Yes, I feel like I'm constantly drowning in the middle of an ocean.

Me too

 

[I’vehadenough]

Honestly I don't know at this point. I question why I haven't done it everyday. In all reality it's a combination of a lot of things and that I'm just making excuses to atleast try not to feel so down all the time. Trust me I want to die so bad but my biology and laziness just makes it feel like I'm on autopilot. It's just so hard to explain.

It is scary to ctb, not an easy task

 

[I’vehadenough]

I have agoraphobia, but I'm generally scared of what feels like everything though. I try and cope with it by sleeping and self-harming but it's only temporary relief. I feel like I'm past the point where anything can truly fix it, I've tried various medications and therapy, etc but I always feel the same. Just mentally exhausted and have this constant fatigue and existential dread.

You're lucky that you can sleep a lot

 

[Volatile]

Yes. I deal with it by suffering through it

 

[CJM]

Anxiety can be crippling and in my opinion it is overlooked, more people need to understand it. I gurantee most that have heard of anxiety only know of the word and not the meaning.