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chuckapalahniuk27

chuckapalahniuk27

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whenever i think i'm going to keep living i start panicking about my health and my body failing on me but when im suicidal i honestly dont give a shit. i'll be sitting there with the worst chest pain i've ever experienced and i'm calm cause im just hoping my heart stops or something. it'd be doing me a favor. idk
 
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inara_9

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Apr 18, 2026
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Sameee...it's like a relief to know that everything will end and that you'll just not exist anymore like the way before your birth...I then feel very calm
 
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elenaboo25

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Oct 19, 2025
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I'm suicidal and I've still got health anxiety. I want to die. Not get more disabled than I already am.
 
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Apr 27, 2026
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We feel calmer when we "know" it about to ends.
 
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auti

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I've genuinely felt excited about noticing health issues before lol
 
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