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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
609
I've reached a point where I thrive off struggling in life.

I love struggling, I love being sad and I love being in tough positions I have to weasel my way out of.

Life is more fun when you're pressed against the way and are forced to exert 100% effort to get yourself out of shit... its just fun.

Who else LOVES strugglin
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Oh STFU, kid. :muah::hug:
 
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Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
609
i love life!
Me too.

Here is the thign, unlike everyone here I love life and I want to kill myself in celebration of life.

I want everyone to have a little spice in their life bbecause of me.

I understand that at the end of the day the following things are true.

1. People work better/need to be together.
2. I am worthless.

These twop things combine I understand that I am here to be a JESTER for everyone. I want to bring a smile to people's face so they can life at me and remember that, oh yea, there is someone stupider than them who is doing something they potentially can't due to sure will
 
CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
609
Come at me, you beast! :haha:
I need to work out more.

Luckily, I got some workout equipment for christmas from my parents.

I am going to hit the Drugs HARD and fucking get toned beyond belief.

Gonna live my 5 years as a sexy toned BEAST... get mad pussy and hopefully get beat up half to death in some alley.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Why is this on the main forum? :haha: Is this a roar for help, cub?
 
CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
609
Why is this on the main forum? :haha: Is this a roar for help, cub?
The general population needs to see my posts. It can't just be the forum regulars.

The NYT post reminded me, I have to show people that I AM in fact here. I do in fact exist.
 
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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
The general population needs to see my posts. It can't just be the forum regulars.

The NYT post reminded me, I have to show people that I AM in fact here. I do in fact exist.

Well, fuck me, kitten, you're breakin' thru & bendin' spoons here! :))
 
CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
609
Well, fuck me, kitten, you're breakin' thru & bendin' spoons here! :))
Everyone hates me at the end of the day. When the mods ban me for being an annoying little faggot, you won't mourn me.

Not sure why I am teary eyed about that but i am
 
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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Everyone hates me at the end of the day. When the mods ban me for being an annoying little faggot, you won't mourn me.

Not sure why I am teary eyed about that but i am

Don't call yourself that. We don't hate you, you're fun
 
CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
609
Don't call yourself that. We don't hate you, you're fun
I know who I am

Again, at the end of he day people laugh at me but they dont require me, I will never be someone people consider a real person with feelings and emotions. I'll always exist through a mirror.
 
rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
I know who I am

Again, at the end of he day people laugh at me but they dont require me, I will never be someone people consider a real person with feelings and emotions. I'll always exist through a mirror.
I always read your posts. You're definitely a real person to me. I've lost my pizazz but you haven't! Take care
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

ā€œYe shall be as gods..šŸŽ šŸā€
Jun 22, 2021
2,472
I know who I am

Again, at the end of he day people laugh at me but they dont require me, I will never be someone people consider a real person with feelings and emotions. I'll always exist through a mirror.
Aint that all of us though?
 
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