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Spider Lilies

Spider Lilies

Member
Oct 28, 2025
10
Yes, absolutely. After my mom passed I knew I just couldn't leave my dad alone
 
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Abandoned Phantom

Member
Oct 3, 2025
6
There are like 3 people that I'm hangin on for. My mom, my sister and my best friend. There are others I care about sure, but those three are the big ones. I don't know how my mom is going to recover. Her life is so hard already. I fear the mental anguish will be too much to bear.
 
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Jan1193

Jan1193

I want no limitations for my soul
Sep 18, 2023
69
When my mom was alive, there where so much times that I wanted to die, but never fall in suicidal ideation really as now. She passed away since almost three years ago, and I had a few of good times when I recover and starter to put my sh*t together and try to keep on, but I'm in a relapse and wanting to die or CBT again. My biological father keeps alive, but he cares a f*k to contact me. I'm not waiting to CBT for him, in fact I would want to see him suffering because I'm going to die or in front of my coffin, old and weak
 
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Hiro Uchiha

Hiro Uchiha

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
288
I used to cling to life for my mom. She has ocd/bpd. I stayed and fought for her to escape my abusive father because I see all her suffering; but she never saw mine. She doesn't believe I'm suffering. She doesn't see me as a victim.

I have completely accepted this fact and that's one less reason to stay.
 
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Tiny Little Tree

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Jan 25, 2021
105
My mother. She has gone through so much for me, since childbirth even where she did not wake up for days I think. What plays in my head clear as day, not something I've ever seen before, just her screaming "why" in agony.

It is... very much the opposite with my father... He has always been short tempered and controlling. He was also violent, for the most part that is in the past.