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kashmerektty

kashmerektty

New Member
Apr 30, 2025
4
before i died i wanted a bf, i wanted to visit japan with my cousin, i wanted to eat one last delicious meal, i wanna take cute selfies & then die. wbu?
 
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kagebunshin

Student
Dec 17, 2023
132
I did before I failed in my attempt last year. Now, no. This world is empty and dead to me. Just waiting on SN to arrive and I'm out.
 
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INYGTRMTFMO

INYGTRMTFMO

I Need Your Grace To Remind Me To Find My Own
May 1, 2025
209
A must accomplish before I voluntarily leave this joint: see my daughter reach self-sufficiency as an adult

Some other things that would be neat:
- Buy a fursuit for my wolfsona and go to at least one con as my wolfsona
- Try those mind-expanding shrooms and expand my mind. Maybe life would be tolerable after that?
- Go to Washington DC and yell on the steps of congress for a bit
 
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needwaytohell

needwaytohell

Member
Apr 2, 2025
60
Not stepping back from ctb. Just ensuing that everything is set in place, probably before that win once in life maybe.
 
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Griever

Griever

SN
May 1, 2025
460
I don't think I want to do anything before my suicide because I no longer care about anything
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Psychadelic journey with a shaman
 
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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,933
I kinda don't care/am apprehensive to care about much. I think before I had a bucket list / wanted to go all out before I ctb. Now?

I just want to enjoy some "peace" knowing I'll be leaving soon and knowing ima be leaving behind all these problems.

There's not much experiences I think are possible anymore.

Ig all that's all my bucket list is to finally "relax" and "let go"
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
568
Nah, I'll just ctb whenever the need for that plan B comes.
 
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