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a lonely slob

a lonely slob

Student
Jan 30, 2020
115
Ive been depressed and miserable most of my life but my macular dystrophy diagnosis basically is putting me over the edge. it feels like life is telling me to not even try
 
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Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
979
Yeah.
It was a health problem that set my depression on and it has been going on for almost 2 years.
The disease, itself, has no known cure.
 
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a lonely slob

a lonely slob

Student
Jan 30, 2020
115
Yeah.
It was a health problem that set my depression on and it has been going on for almost 2 years.
The disease, itself, has no known cure.
that sucks. i understand kind of i feel like my depression and bpd has given me brain damage which is the reverse i guess lol
 
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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
Yes. Incurable progressive severe Sjögrens Syndrome. It's ruined my life.
 
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waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
I have an unfixable heart figuratively not literally.
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
i'm fearing my geneticist appointment in a couple of months and i've been procrastinating on medical tests for this reason, the moment that they confirm my fears it will be over.

last year i was told that i may have multiple sclerosis or a degenerative genetic condition, i'm not living with one or the other.
 
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a lonely slob

a lonely slob

Student
Jan 30, 2020
115
i'm fearing my geneticist appointment in a couple of months and i've been procrastinating on medical tests for this reason, the moment that they confirm my fears it will be over.

last year i was told that i may have multiple sclerosis or a degenerative genetic condition, i'm not living with one or the other.
im sorry to hear that. ms is awful
 
LastRide

LastRide

Specialist
Jan 23, 2020
369
Yep ! I'm not even depressed or miserable, but I have two rare genetic diseases (EDS and Addison's disease) that are chronic, untreatable, but will not kill you - "just" turn your life into a waking nightmare....if I was healthy I would not make all those ctb plans ! Since both conditions have been getting worse and worse over the last years I think it's soon time to end it ! Hugs to everyone here on SS who has to live with physical suffering..... :heart:
 
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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
i'm fearing my geneticist appointment in a couple of months and i've been procrastinating on medical tests for this reason, the moment that they confirm my fears it will be over.

last year i was told that i may have multiple sclerosis or a degenerative genetic condition, i'm not living with one or the other.
MS can be awful or it can be liveable. There are treatments available. If you have MS feel free to PM me about HSCT- chemo and stem cell treatment that is halting MS from developing in many cases.
 
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