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purplesmoothie

purplesmoothie

Experienced
Sep 13, 2018
228
I feel like I'm going back to where I came from.. I feel safe like I did when I was younger. I know I'll see my parents again someday... And it feels like I'm going home.
 
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224

Member
Oct 14, 2020
31
That is the eact same feeling I get from it, which brings me comfort but I am also like what is wrong with me I should not be like this. The thought of being 6ft under brings me so much more comfort and peace than the thought of staying alive. Much love
 
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raindrops

raindrops

Someday, eventually
Mar 29, 2020
483
yes, exactly that. :heart:
i just keep holding onto hope, hope that the future will be better
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I wish I could have the hope to see my parents, pets and people I love again too! It's wonderful.
In my case, I just don't know what the hell it will happen but yeah, CTB will be cozy in the end because we will all find the peace we're looking for with or without an afterlife.
 
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Despairing

Student
Oct 25, 2019
135
The though of suicide can console a person.
 
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RedFoxSwims

Member
Oct 8, 2020
43
It's downright comfy.
 
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allym101

allym101

Ally
May 29, 2020
279
It makes me feel happy and at peace, it's a beautiful feeling
 
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AJ95

AJ95

24/7 sylvia plath
Sep 3, 2020
478
I know exactly what you mean :heart:

Feels like I'm going home, back to where I belong.

I just wasn't cut out for life down here on earth.
 
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NeverGrowUp

Member
Oct 2, 2020
55
Depending on the method... yes absolutely. I would love nothing more than for N to lull me into a warm embrace and snuff me out of existence in a completely peaceful manner, it excites and soothes me just thinking about it.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Suicide? No. Death? Yes.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,699
It can be comforting knowing that you can stop life at any time if it becomes too unbearable. It is like an emergency exit that is always in sight - should the building begin to crumble.
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
Whenever I feel anxious or on edge, I just think of my last suicide attempt and it comforts me, I think of what I saw that day that made everything feel peaceful. Then I think of the reasons why I'm going to do it.
 
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laura fines

laura fines

Member
Oct 4, 2020
65
I feel like I'm going back to where I came from.. I feel safe like I did when I was younger. I know I'll see my parents again someday... And it feels like I'm going home.
i dont believe in any god.
so, i think it will be cozy because i am going to give up suffering
however, i think in my family and their suffering and i start to feel sad and nervous
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
Escaping this place and having eternal peace is really cozy and comforting.
 
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XYZ

XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
Suicide does not feel cosy at all. It feels scary, grey and damp, sort of like lying naked on the curb in November. It tastes of salt and bitter pills. But mostly it feels bone-rattling cold.
 
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